Wanna Cry Loud

I want to cry, but have no tears in my eyes;
Want to talk, but could not speak another word.
What hurts me I do not know?
But there’s something for sure which needs to be cured.

I am with them but still a distance apart,
Know them for years yet I am so far.
I see them loving others, but not a kind word for me;
They’ll plan things for them, and not even make a call to me.

I am a fool, I have not learned any lessons;
Know would be crushed, but fall upon them like pebbles.
Now I think, if you cannot love me, or care about me;
Please spare me, as your loving others, I just cannot see.