Back to Solitude

Whats the problem, I am not sure;
Whenever any one talks to me, the sarcasm is pure.
Why am I, a material of laughter?
It just results, in my mind's slaughter.
People whom I think are my friends,
I gnoring me has become their latest trend.
Tell me if you do not want to be with me,
Why the hell, sadness on my face you want to see.
Care is the word for you and your closed ones,
But for me sarcasm is in tonnes.
I am not sure if I am over reacting or what,
But what to do when in weird situations I am always caught.
I cannot think my life without you,
Why cannot for me, my friend ever be true.
Now it's time for me to go back to my solitude,
And thanks to you for such an excellent gratitude.
.......... to all those who ignore

Save Her Please

She was quite happy all this while,
Suddenly from her face vanished her smile.
It wearies me more than it wearies her,
Seeing her expressions which are too blurr.

Its a friend who trouble her so much,
Then should he be in her friendly bunch?
A sms comes and out comes her troubled sadness,
Isnt botheirng a friend his bigger madness?

Then she cuts herself from the world and goes in solitude,
It doesnt help me much and just raises my temper's magnitude.
Oh God, tell her not to love others so much,
And bless her with your happy and joyful magical touch.

.................This is dedicated to Deepti

Meri Zindagi!!!

Its an old shattered bus,
From Gurgaon to Delhi.
After an hour of wait,
This is what i get....
What a pain to travel 4 hours a day,
Still there is so much at work for others to say...
Work, work and work is what i have in mind,
Sir please get me a cab and be a little kind...
Busy brain and a long journey to think,
What should I do with my life about to sink...
I really dont know, am I doing the right thing,
With buses and autos, making my life to sing...
O Lord, why cant I work from home daily,
With that idea, am I not being very carey...
Not a hope left, no more energy,
The journey by bus has stuck to me like an allergy...
Please sir come and rescue me,
If a smile, on my face, you would like to see....

Year 2009

Another 4 hours for 2009 to come to an end. What an year it was from me...there were regular change of events...fun and frolic...love and hatred...sorrow and happiness..

Beginning 4 days of the year were too good at Goa-Mumbai..with the friends of a lifetime..."Jane Kyun Dil Chahta Hai"...This continued with all those trips to Urban Pind, pizzas at GK-I, house hunt...Then came a shift to K-XX at Lajpat Nagar...Those cooking together..eating together and drinking together....the best part of my life...

Then came the biggest shock to my professional life...Raju declaring his 700 crore rupees fraud in Satyam..this left all of us to trouble...everyone started looking for a new job for me.. though i knew going back to Chennai was an option but i didnt want to leave my friends...nor did they want to leave me...Interview at CyberMedia...at Crimsonlogic..for desk editor and sales..all new fields..then came DUPONT...amazing 7 rounds of selection....I got my offer...but how is it possible that confusion doesnt confront me before anything...

I also got through NMIMS, a premier institute in Mumbai..I thought and then decided to join DuPont and did that on the fool's day..

Except Jaipur there was no other trip this year...My life since then has come to a standstill...I'm improving on my credit status...Prefessional life is simple...

My personal life changed in September when my parents shifted to Delhi...and since then its just Work and Home...that's it...

2009 has been a satisfactory year for me...and today at the last day after watching 3 idiots I felt I am idiot too..that iwas running after things which I had no interest in...My interest lies in my writing...so I had started it all over gain..and I would like to maintain it soon...

Some Famous Buzz Words of 2009 which has effected my life either positively or negatively are: Ramalinga Raju, DuPont, Yoginder, Rajan, Ankur, Deepti, Ravindra, Documentum, Mom, Table Tennis, Past Life Regression, IAS etc.

Bravo ISRO!!!

Today I am a proud Indian not because we have won some cricket series but because India's maiden moon research satellite has been applauded by the whole world. When India's first satellite to moon got launched, none had high hopes from the mission. When Chandrayan got lost few weeks back, space scientists around the globe was not optimistic of what could be learnt from a small excursion of the satellite on the moon. But when the results were analysed, to a world's surprise India has coem out to be a clear winner in discovering Water in the form of H2O2 on the moon. Scientists who were stubborn on moon being a dry pit, were forced to change their views. All this has come true of a limited budget and makes each Indian proud. Bravo ISRO and we hope India receives Nobel Prize in Science after a long time!!!!!!!!

Wanna Cry Loud

I want to cry, but have no tears in my eyes;
Want to talk, but could not speak another word.
What hurts me I do not know?
But there’s something for sure which needs to be cured.

I am with them but still a distance apart,
Know them for years yet I am so far.
I see them loving others, but not a kind word for me;
They’ll plan things for them, and not even make a call to me.

I am a fool, I have not learned any lessons;
Know would be crushed, but fall upon them like pebbles.
Now I think, if you cannot love me, or care about me;
Please spare me, as your loving others, I just cannot see.

Dont get any closer

I cant give you love, nor can be stuck by dove; I know I'm a loser, please do not get any closer. I dont make friends, nor do I have any enemies; But whats the need of weird chemistries.

Fun and frolic is what you need, then why do you have to dig a friendly seed? Its with closest people you stay, but please, keep them at a bay; so that when you are in earth leaving gear, there is no one to shed a tear. I know, I know I am a loser, please do not get any closer.